An Elegy to my other half...My soul is tired; I have lived a thousand lifetimes,An Elegy to my other half... by theanimeartist1
And yet, I have yet to age past sixteen.
My existence is as constant as the North star,
And yet, I have yet to find my reason for being.
I have lived as Your sister, Your best friend, Your child, Your lover,
And yet, I have yet to know you in your entirety.
I swear not to hurt You, Your heart,
And yet, it seems hurt is the least I've done.
I've apologized a million times, over our endless lifetimes,
And yet, You have yet to hear a single one.
I've witnessed Your death infinitely, each time different,
And yet, it has yet to stop me from crying a sea of tears.
I have always loved You; I will always love You.
And yet, somehow You leave me.
One way or another, I will die before you, and break the cycle,
And yet, I cannot bear the thought of losing you and leaving you behind.
I am weak, and I can't live without you.
And, to be really honest, I am sorry.
But I must leave you behind.
Goodbye my love, I will miss you dearly.
Help...AnorexiaHelp... by theanimeartist1
Is guilt clogging up your throat and burying your hunger under insecurities.
Is a chemical reaction in your brain, or so they say.
Isn't unattainable, nor is it unwelcomed.
Is what sets everything in motion, for ups only go down.
Is a tool to cover your emotions from the rest of the world so nobody worries.
Is wanting so desperately to do something right but failing every time.
Is a way out that appeals to the strong hearted yet defeated.
Is what souls suffering from these need.
Is what these souls never get.
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